I wished

Sec 3 life is so.... undescribable. You go to school; you sit through lessons after lessons. Recess time you walk oh-so-super slowly to the canteen and by the time you reach there, you need not buy any food. The queues are so bloody long!:( no wonder ppl always wanna cut queue. And if you're wondering what you wanna eat for recess, its not what you want, but what you have to = the stall with the shortest queue.

Health check is coming:((( and i'm not surprised my back is even more bent now.

And NP is not helping much. It's ruining my life. Thanks for screwing my life, NP. Some things are just so.... and some ppl are just so oblivious of what ppl are saying abt them! Don't they realise ppl are effing them all the way in front of them??! or maybe i should change "them" to "her". yea so what? we all know that you're some great person. half of the world not in NP probably knows abt you too... but can you just keep your mouth shut and give others a chance??! I wanna bang your head on the world, you get it?! I think not. Okay so what? You've gotten the fame you've always desired for... but did you gain any respect or friendship? I think you lost much of the respect.
We all know your motive of doing some stuff but we've been nice to keep it quiet and discuss it among ourselves. Some things cannot be changed once done and you're the cause of many many things. And if you have such a loud voice, why not you time? Don't you ever find it embarrassing to shout so loud in front of others?! Maybe you haven't realise. But your shouting is not only not impressing others; its shaming you (and us)! And worse of all, you're not very well-liked. It just makes things worse. And yes. Pls freaking do sth abt your selfishness and I-think-all-about-myself attitude. The world can live w/o you. In fact, we can lead even better live w/o your existence.
Things have just gone worse ever since our only source of encouragement left us. And some ppl just think so highly of themselves! Pls... give us a break. Do you know how much joy it gives us to find your absence? And your pressence totally spoils the day. That's how much you affect our lives. And YOU ARE WHY I HATE NP. Shocked? Don't be. Cos you're the cause of many others' hatred for you. For you and for np.

I wished you failed.
I wished the failure would humble you.
I wished for you to befall one day
And I would watch you cry in hurt.
I wished someone ever stood up
And shouted in your face.
I wished you never existed.
I wished you would leave.
I wished you would give us some respect
And stop shouting at us.
I wished you would stop your torture
And leave us some sweet memories.
That's all i wished about you.

I've always hoped for some respect from you. Is that too much?