and you wonder why i hate staying at 'home'

wth blogger is screwing on me!!! i'll just have to live with it for now i guess.

zomg reading trixy's post just reminded me how angry i was today. so angry that i drafted out what i wanted to post today on the train, on the way to je lib.

so much for "supporting your daughters through this tough period of time"... i think only the school/teachers know what it means to be supportive. like truly, sincerely supportive. and the teachers are doing a better job at that! wth, most parents (or at least mine), are clueless on their roles of being "supportive parents".

i play, they complain. i study, THEY ALSO COMPLAIN. wth. do they expect me to sit at home everyday and just talk to them or what?! and by play, i mean like a pathetic hour of basketball. by study, i mean 10 hours in the library. and wtf nobody at home believes that i go lib to do work/study. I DONT STUDY FOR U GUYS TO SEE OKAY.

just an example of their ridiculousness:
yst sch ended at like 11+ aft nat day celeb so i went to play bball for like a pathetic half hour then went to do homework. and what did she ask? "must plan ur time ahhh got do homework today or not?" wtf she didnt believe i went lib to study. doesnt mean i dress casually outside means i play bball the entire day right?! and so what if i do? its friday and its holiday for goodness sake.

then last night i told her i going lib tmr to study... and she asked "why dont go labrador with ur sister and the rest of them? go play luh.. go bbq lorh holiday anw..." WTF. i play bball u complain, then now i want to study you tell me go labrador park to play.

all the time they tell everyone i sleep too much. then at home, when its hardly 12am they all chasing me to bed, say i never sleep enough blablabla.

SO MUCH FOR BEING "SUPPORTIVE". and you wonder why i hate to come home. whats the use of informing u when im going if all i get is a disagreement/ disapproval?!

the more i think about this, the angrier i become. sometimes i wish i could just stay in school or sth. at least in sch, the teachers are willing to listen to us, make compromises, at least they understand us. (ms ho's face just keep appearing in my mind as im typing this LOL). and she's not the only one who's like that. most other teachers are just as nice. and they know what it means to be "supportive". at least in sch, i feel "supported".

ZOMG I JUST REALISED IM NOT THE ONLY ONE SUFFERING FROM THESE!!! jiayue just mentioned sth abt her dad thinking she played the entire day outside today. UNLESS YOU CALL MUGGING IN THE LIB FOR 10 HRS "PLAYING" STOP ACCUSING US OKAY. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU UNTRUSTING PPL.

SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTIVE PARENTS. DAMN IT.

just becos u dont see us burying our heads in our textbooks means that we're playing. go and visit the library if you dont know how the atmosphere of mugging is like. and i totally have the feeling that nobody belives that i stay in sch to mug everyday. my goodness. everytime i take public transport home myself... the first thing she says to me is "wah ur blouse so wet! how come ah? what did you do?" bloody hell and u wonder why i hate talking to you. the suspicion and doubt is so clear in ur tone/voice. walau it becomes an interrogation session more than anything else.

ok enough said. tmr, im really going to play. I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE, SEE?