why, oh just why, did it have to be 15, of so many other numbers??
If there was a time i had the chance to rewind time and change what did, like an undo button, i think it would be today... i would have force myself to be more confident; i would have crap more and not stopped talking; i would have looked up more and sat up straighter; i would have greeted more loudly; i would have waited for the signal instead; i would have done anything to avoid myself from feeling this complete sense of misery im feeling right now.
Yet it would be torture to sit through those minutes of agony again. To experience that sarcarsm, those eyes baring right into yours, digging so fervently into one's very inner mind. That very feeling of vulnerability seemed to numb my every bit confidence. I knew what was coming the moment we saw it, and my heart sank deep in, feeling as if part of the battle was already gone, leaving me in a flurry of hopelessness. In that moment, i was leaving it all up to whatever was to come. Every part of me jumped, cringed, as i heard that familiar voice speak my name. So familiar yet so distant... It frightened me. And i knew what was coming.
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ehh? what's this about?
you had o levels oral or smth like that? or was it some npcc thing..
haha yozzzz well you're sorta right. it was oral prelims. haha suck lah. SUPER SUAY I TELL YOU. i got the teacher i was PRAYING not to get LOL.
there were 15 teachers for the diff grp of ppl. i was in grp 15 (according to my class and reg no) and and i got ____ so unfortuanately haha oh wellz. emo the entire day but managed to xiangkai le(:
EHEH i got A for chi oral:D haha
A FOR CHI ORAL!! WOW U DA WOMAN!! Congratz man!! Jiayous with all the rest of the stuff =)
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