失望

This is unbelievable. for 2 weeks, the only thing i had been looking forward to after the days of mugging for ss was free PE lesson (we could play anything we wanted). and today i suffered a major disappointment, a tremendous 打击. our teacher annouced that she would be taking our pe lesson next week for her lesson. fine, at least next week.

but at like one minute before the start of my pe lesson today, she annouced that she had taken today's lesson as well. i was left in total devastation. for 2 weeks i had been looking forward to this day where we could play bball once again (finally) and as each day neared, i grew more and more eager. yet it took just a few seconds for her to crash my 2weeks long of accumulated anticipation and excitment like a bombshell. disappointed would be an understatement to describe my feelings at that point. it was a whirl of disappointment and anger and fustration and hatred (to myself for putting such high hopes). 那时的心情非笔墨无形容。

我以为学校非常重视学生体育与道德教育。那为什么老师们纷纷把这些课程时间用来教别的科目呢？他们不是常常说身体健康和人生道德观非常重要，不能忽lue或小看这些科目...但老师这样做不是在表明其它科目比体育或道德教育来的更重要吗？更何况这次甲型流感发生在外国，新加坡不得不采取一些措施来预防新加坡人被这病菌感染到。学校采取的措施之一就是停止学生每个星期到校外跑步。老师抢走我们的体育课简直是把我们学生休息与做运动的时间全都夺走了。我觉得老师没有请问我们的意见就进行改换对我们学生是非常不公平的！

ps: i got 28/40 for eng oral. thats a mere A2.