Thursday, July 12, 2012

mixed feelings at its best

IDK WHAT TO FEEL OMG. 

1. i'm sad cos tmr's my last day of work. Probably the last time i'll ever see these awesome ppl and step into the awesome building. 

2. But I'm also happy that tmr's my last day of work. So i can start to chill, wake up later and settle uni stuff. 

3. I'm excited cos i'm going batam on sat for medical outreach. Looking forward to the experience of doing sth meaningful for others. 

4. I'm tired cos this week has been/ is going to be a packed week. Cyn's convocation yst. Mum's bday today (Happy birthday! =D). Last day of work tmr. Med outreach on sat (we have to meet at harbourfront at the ungodly hour of 6am?!?). Med outreach + kurt's commissioning on sun. Which also means i have to give og bbq a miss.

5. I'm super stressed cos i keep seeing seniors discuss about the MLE/ GEM modules, the profs, the FYP/ specializations, the GPA and CAP etc and i can tell the next 4 years isn't gonna be easy. Not at all. 

6. I'm kinda lost cos mum just told me sth about some childhood friend of mine. And i've no idea what i'm supposed to do/ say. Sometimes it's better not to know than to know.

So right now, i'll just go... and sleep.

Tmr i'll feel better. Yeah baby!

2 comments:

evelynwashere said...

uni will be fine. don't scared and don't stress. and i'm waiting for your data to re-charge! :D

cyn said...

dont worry man, u'll be fine! (: anything can always ask me la. just rmb GEM/GEK mods are for pulling CAP and breathing room! ok la, also for interest ^^. best is if can fulfill both waha. i somewhat managed to, so yays.